sigh...
this is how im going to start with my this entry...

i feel that future singaporeans will be a bunch of brainy nerds, weak and soft.

i'm at mau's house havin dinner this evening, yeah its been almost a yr and this is the first time i tried mau mummy's cooking, hee. good good. ate till my tummy bloat...
okok...back to wat i wanna say...
mau was helping her cute primary 3 cousin with her holiday homework, it was like...
'hello! wat the hell? isn't it too tough for a p3 kid!'
think the kind of education singapore provides really have a lot pressures on those poor kid. and also for their parents. had heard about parents sending their kids for not only 1, but 2-3 remedial lessons a day, one after another for those poor kid. it sound really kinda heartless but...sometimes jus hafta understand...with the kind of society in singapore, no education no certificates = you are dead! urm...might not be always the case but...most of the time, agree?
its hard to survive in singapore...

and in camp...
ya fuck the place!
i'm going to suffer till the day i got back my precious pink ic.
everyone jus bother to cover their own backsides. well...its the same everywhere actually...

anyway i'm now a instructor, looking after the trainees.
looking at the kind of training they are going thru, i jus couldn't help asking where had the standards go...?
standard had being dropping batch after batch...
seriously i was expecting tougher stuff when i enlisted...lolx...somehow...lucky? things are already starting to change...i was under safe hands...good care...
unlucky? could had done more, achieved more lor...

haiyah...
duwan to care animore...
im going to ord le...
i wanna get this shit over!