i had been thinking whether to continue riding despite the discussion with my dad that we should sell the bike away.
that was somehow more than a week ago.

today, my dad asked for the bike key.
later, i was told that he had sold the bike away.

i'm the one who initiated selling the bike.
the decision was due to several reasons.
somehow i didn't expect to be feeling like this right now; miserable.

my heart aches when what i got back was the 2 helmets that was supposed to be in the box.
i can't believe that im missing it so much when it is no longer in my possession.

what's gone is gone..