in the past..

i feel stronger with every push up i do, every extra mile i run..
i'm physically tired..
i worry about my ippt..

i train to be stronger.
i train to be a naval diver.

the present..

every trade i processed, every email i sent is just another minute gone..
i'm mentally stressed and tired..
i worry about the accounts i pass..
i worry about the accuracy of the figures i key..
i worry about the deadlines..
i worry about whether that idiot next door will deliver the information on time..
i worry about...
and...
and...

i work for money.