home sweet home. it feels so good to be able to go home everyday, although my shift's timing kinda sucks. 3pm-11pm, without my dad's phantom, i think i'll be staying camp for the whole of this week...

explosion, gun firing, smoke and war cries. its the 25th batch hellweek, outbreak at 14th august 2005, 2300. ytd was the first time i took over and take charge of them. it sure feels good to be an instructor!

trainee: 'instructor! permission to go heads!' (in the navy, 'heads' means toilet.)
wai nods his head.

trainee: 'instructor! permission to fill up my waterbottle!'
wai said 'later' and walked away.

cool? its not that i wanna be 'xialan', i'm being ordered to be like that! but compared to other shifts, i think my shift will be the quiet and gentle one compared to the other 2 shifts. we are kind people, hohohoho...
feel that they're not really prepared for it yet, they only went thru 2 weeks instead of the usual 6 weeks of physical phase. there's a lot of evaluations they've not done. it can be a good or a bad thing lar...its either you suffer lots in a short time or suffer little for a long time...

whatever it is, all the best to them, another 4 more days to go...zzz...